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i'm irritated. with nothing inparticular.
work is getting on my nerves a little bit.
hopefully things still stay on the path they were supposed to, but it's so slow it may not.

i played indoor soccer the other day, my body is so sore it feels like i got the shit kicked outa me.

i'm looking forward to a long weekend.
i want to retire.

i want to be a vampire.
and if i ever run into robert pattinson i'm going to fornicate with his sexy ass.




stupid twilight!

i found my dress.

you still think i'm here to save.

i'm so excited for our wedding, it's going to be beautiful.
everything is coming together so well. we booked our honeymoon, a 7 night cruise to cabo, puerto viarta and manzanitta (sp?), bascily its going to be amazing. we splurged and got a suite with a big balcony, it's going to be perfect, but oh expensive. we also got another photographer for our wedding day. 2 photographers for one day, i'm going to have so many good photos, i have a great feeling about it.

bethany, anna and i are going to california next weekend just to get away. go to disneyland and stuff. it's going to be so so fun just us 3. they are driving on friday and picking me up from the airport friday night, so i dont have to miss work, cause i love work THAT much. actually, cause i make more in a day than i'd probably spend out there, so i might as well cause i fly for free.

i got my arm tattood. i haven't been tattood in so long i forgot how bad it hurt, and once he started i couldn't very well stop. it's a girly peacock, i love love love it. maybe i'll get around to posting a photo or 2 when it's finished.

i love you guys.

i'm happy..

it's a new year, i have a new apartment, and a new outlook.



i love love love it here.

it stormed today.
it started snowing at about 12 and when i left work at 4:30 i have 8 inches of powder on my car.
the roads were so bad i was sliding every where... i can't wait to cozy up in my warm bed all weekend.

once i get these braces off of my teeth i will regain my confidence and i will be so excited to go out with my friends again. but until then, i dont like talking, or smiling.. especially to new people.

one the 2nd we are going to a sugar bowl party.. i am so nervous.

i can't wait until david comes home.
my house is awfully quiet here by myself..

President Barack Obama...


I believe in you.

today i....

went to every halloween store in layton-ogden.


went winter shopping and got 2 sweaters, a really neat jacket that i dont think i'll ever wear, a pair of ridiculously cute charcoal grey heels, and a pair of black flats.


found out our external hard drive that has about 200 gigs of music died. it could cost any where between $250 to $1800 to fix, and there's still a chance we'll lose everything.


watched the snow come down!!!!

i love saturdays/fall.

"oh, no," i said
i think about the times
the way you smile at me
and how we always kiss

and how we drank the sun
and killed the night
and fought the sleep and won
and how we left it all unmade

it was only once

now there's more than one
no, there's only one
now there's more than one
you're the only one
you're the only one
you're the only one

it's good to see
that you are doing well
and well enough to be
laughing here with me

'cause what we did
there's no excuse for it
you know i love you so
and i'd love to know what i did

it was only once

i want you to know
that i will always love you
and always be your friend
and never leave you again

the past is past
it's now, so we can go
and we can move ahead
i hope this letter gets read

if just only once

love love love.

i am in a weird place. everyone is growing up and growing a part, going down different paths.
i need a change. i want to move. i want to work less, and i want it all to go back to how it was. i want the chance to meet new people. i want to know people who will go out to breakfast with me, or who will come over and watch re runs with me. i want to know people who live in my complex so i don't have to drive forever every time i want to go do some stuff. that's my problem, i live to far to do anything. no one is willing to come up to me, i'm always obligated to go down to salt lake. i mean, i guess i understand. i am the one who moved away. but its so hard to get motivated to drive 40 miles when i do it every day during the week. how do people meet others when they don't go to school, and don't work with anyone but sweet old ladies? i need to figure this out..

after almost 2 years of loving and kissing him everyday... he asked me to marry him!

we're so gheeeeeeeeey

i'm supa fast! no seriously... that's my go cart name.
we went go carting the other day at speed street.
we went with 8 people, mostly boys, and i was the
second fastest out of everyone. i felt awesome. even
with a dumb helmet on.

i sold my car today. we finalize it tomorrow...
good bye bruce, oh how i will miss you.




me and taylor are going to have a wonderful life together.
i can't wait girl!!!

saved by the bell seasons 1-5 here i come.